lately I've been complaining.. or maybe just frustrated with autism.... but you know what.. logan is such a sweetheart.. he loves me to the moon and back and back again! even when i yell and loose my cool he always wants to love me... the other day i was upset and i was crying and he comes up to me and says " whats wrong?" and I say " im sad" and he says " luva you mom" my heart broke. because i was actually sopping over how much autism sucks.. i just have to get over my self sometimes... i love logan for who he is. and the little boy he is becoming, and he comes like it or not with autism.. I cant belive im saying this. but i guess our holland isnt that bad.. but tomorrow is a new day and i probably will feel different. so dont hold me to it ;) "And I know what I have to do now. I gotta keep breathing. Because tomorrow the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring?" -The Castaway
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